I have a lot of weird and fucked up kinks and I swear every one is because of Resident Evil 4. Leon Kennedy was one of my first video game crushes as a kid (I still love him) and I think seeing a handsome man experience the horrors activated something in my child brain. I can say with 99.9% certainty that RE4 is the cause of my blood/gore kink. Kid me enjoyed seeing Leon get eaten, beheaded, impaled, blown up, etc. because I thought it was funny and also 'cool' and 'edgy'. As an adult I still think it's funny but also sexy. Pretty sure Ada Wong was what made me realize women where sexy too. Oh and that knife fight between Leon and Krauser? Yeah even child me knew that was blatantly erotic. Thank you Capcom for being the reason I'm a freaky gross gore fetishist.